1) living out all the lives I have passed by. Part of the fashion part of my future life is that I've had I just let go of many trends that came through that I really liked because they didn't play out on me. I didn't get to be that person, live that life, be truly me at that moment because a look didn't have the same effect on me. Sloppy casual cute just looked frumpy. Sharp looked old. Baggy just looked baggy. Flowey and drapey looked like I was covering up. Athletic looked like I gave up. I thought if this as I looked at a cute pair of moccasins and realized I've never bought them because the way I am and was, I felt like I looked like a crazy old cat lady in house slippers. It will be nice to give them a try and feel like they make sense on me! That will apply to lots and lots if things. I will do-over all the things I let get by me, all the lives I abandoned without even trying them, all the people I could have been.
2) feeling truly accomplished.
3) no more food guilt.
4) not hiding anymore.
